kilroy
Welcom to the unread psalms of Kilroy's bible, complaints, and banter.
BAH
Well i dunno how often i'll post here seeing as how i've been sucked into myspace as well, plus work is always in the way, but hello to all those who know me of this here computer thing.
my myspace thing is Kilroy_Washere, if ya ever wanna check it out, nothing fancy, i dont intend to make it much glammourus or however that shit is spelled. Everything is going okay tho, i'm just bored outta my mind since i moved away to north versailles. some one write me letters!! and send MONEY.
Stricken.
I've fell in love with Disturbed's latest song, "Stricken" I don't remember when the Cd comes out, it's called " Ten thousand fists"
And my damn computer corrupts when i try and download the song, well when Jon does anyway, i guess i'll wait for it to play on tv and shit, but it's bad ass, i love it.
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" Stricken"
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Wont even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
leaving me broken, another time.
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time.
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go.
When the heart is cold, there's no hope and we know.
That I am crippled by all that you've done.
Into the abyss will I run.
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time.
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
leaving me breathless, the reason I know.
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know.
That I am crippled by all that you've done.
Into the abyss will I run.
Into the abyss will I run
You Walk on like a woman in suffering.
Wont even bother now to tell me why.
You come alone letting all of us savor the moment
leaving me broken another time.
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time.
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention the reason I know.
That I am stricken and can't let you go.
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know.
That I am crippled by all that you've done.
Into the abyss will I run.
Into the abyss will I run.
I can't let you go.
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go.
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It's alot better with the music, it's okay that I don't have the song on Cd yet, I know most of it, and I hear the beat almost all the time in my head, so i'll just sing it when I get bored.
And Clown, shut up, stop talking about being dead, I already have too much shit that has to deal with death every day. Now you could be in my way, or help me save lives including your own. Think about it tough guy.
Cheri, what's happened to you?
Kj, it is fun to see you in school, i hope you're doin alright.
Cas, You're still hot, you're the prostitute that I never had.
Killy, You're the master-debator that I've always wanted.
Andrea, two years and running, we're awesome.
Cody, catching is your forte, leave the throwing to those who aren't crappy at it, hahah.
Ohmy, you're queer, still wanna eff?
Kilroy
Was
Here
And my damn computer corrupts when i try and download the song, well when Jon does anyway, i guess i'll wait for it to play on tv and shit, but it's bad ass, i love it.
____________________-
" Stricken"
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Wont even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
leaving me broken, another time.
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time.
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can't let you go.
When the heart is cold, there's no hope and we know.
That I am crippled by all that you've done.
Into the abyss will I run.
You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time.
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
leaving me breathless, the reason I know.
That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know.
That I am crippled by all that you've done.
Into the abyss will I run.
Into the abyss will I run
You Walk on like a woman in suffering.
Wont even bother now to tell me why.
You come alone letting all of us savor the moment
leaving me broken another time.
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time.
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention the reason I know.
That I am stricken and can't let you go.
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know.
That I am crippled by all that you've done.
Into the abyss will I run.
Into the abyss will I run.
I can't let you go.
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go.
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It's alot better with the music, it's okay that I don't have the song on Cd yet, I know most of it, and I hear the beat almost all the time in my head, so i'll just sing it when I get bored.
And Clown, shut up, stop talking about being dead, I already have too much shit that has to deal with death every day. Now you could be in my way, or help me save lives including your own. Think about it tough guy.
Cheri, what's happened to you?
Kj, it is fun to see you in school, i hope you're doin alright.
Cas, You're still hot, you're the prostitute that I never had.
Killy, You're the master-debator that I've always wanted.
Andrea, two years and running, we're awesome.
Cody, catching is your forte, leave the throwing to those who aren't crappy at it, hahah.
Ohmy, you're queer, still wanna eff?
Kilroy
Was
Here
Broken in.
Well I'm still not over the loser thing just yet, it just seems that everything is moving so fast and I haven't jumped on anything to keep me from falling behind. I don't know what to do... I have ideas but no way to go about them, It's hard to explain, it's one of those phases I guess. Because Normally I'm at a constant state of Euphoria. I'll figure something out. Thanks for all of you who put your 9 cents in.
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On another side note, something has been bugging me for quite some time since Andrea told me about it.
She told me that some nights ago, i think saturday, that something interesting and awkward happened. Cheri, had spent the night over at Andrea's house, after midnight came around, Cody Shows up. Now this isn't the part that gets me mad. I mean, I'd travel to Andrea's house no matter what the night to see her, so I think I know somewhat Cody was thinking about. I don't know much about his other situation that night. It's not my business so i wont go there. But she told me that felt lonely and even upset, after the bf and gf did nothing but lock legs and lips all night. Especially when, According to Andrea, cody was half naked, for some reason.
Now, I'd say that when Andrea and I are together and company comes around, We are pretty discrete when it comes to kissing and stuff like that. WE horse around, but are sure to let others in, and make recognition to anything someone says. But it seems that when those two are around, that's all they do, When I'm with Andrea, and Cheri and Cody are around, that's different, let em do whatever, I know what it's like to fight temptaion. But when there's 3 people, There shouldn't be a feeling of being a third wheel ya know? I dunno I guess maybe it bothers me because Andrea got hurt that night.
There are no hard feelings toward Cody or Cheri, I just needed to express myself before I exploded or something.
Other than that, news is that School started today, I have it tomorrow, I'll be tired as fuck, and I'm tired of having flees biting my penis.
Thank you and good night.
Kilroy
Was
Here
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On another side note, something has been bugging me for quite some time since Andrea told me about it.
She told me that some nights ago, i think saturday, that something interesting and awkward happened. Cheri, had spent the night over at Andrea's house, after midnight came around, Cody Shows up. Now this isn't the part that gets me mad. I mean, I'd travel to Andrea's house no matter what the night to see her, so I think I know somewhat Cody was thinking about. I don't know much about his other situation that night. It's not my business so i wont go there. But she told me that felt lonely and even upset, after the bf and gf did nothing but lock legs and lips all night. Especially when, According to Andrea, cody was half naked, for some reason.
Now, I'd say that when Andrea and I are together and company comes around, We are pretty discrete when it comes to kissing and stuff like that. WE horse around, but are sure to let others in, and make recognition to anything someone says. But it seems that when those two are around, that's all they do, When I'm with Andrea, and Cheri and Cody are around, that's different, let em do whatever, I know what it's like to fight temptaion. But when there's 3 people, There shouldn't be a feeling of being a third wheel ya know? I dunno I guess maybe it bothers me because Andrea got hurt that night.
There are no hard feelings toward Cody or Cheri, I just needed to express myself before I exploded or something.
Other than that, news is that School started today, I have it tomorrow, I'll be tired as fuck, and I'm tired of having flees biting my penis.
Thank you and good night.
Kilroy
Was
Here
A side note from my other entry.
Recently I feel like a loser, and the only person who knows why is Andrea, I just feel so insignificant to everyone. I've got nothing going for me, and I don't even have a job.
what a lazy piece of shit.
Kilroy
Was
Here
what a lazy piece of shit.
Kilroy
Was
Here
What about me?
My fantasies drifted
Places to go
People who care
Not so insane 40
